So, I guess alot has been happening....I've been busy as always, there have been times when I seriously thought I would loose it, but there were also some very calm and relaxing moments as well.
I've finally started calling the Moseley house "home" which was a hard thing to get my head around at first. But of course with finally becoming comfortable enough and with how busy I've been, my room is an absolute total wreck. I'm hoping that I will have some time at some point (along with the motivation at that time) to really get some work done. I still havn't finished unpacking all of my boxes.

I'm not really sure what to say...life is life right now, constantly up and down, as it should be. Currently I'm between classes, sitting in the library...hopefully I can get some work done on school work which I'm desperately trying to catch up with. Graduation is drawing near...I actually had to sit through a meeting about it Tuesday, its obviously not going to be anything spectacular, and while some of my family seems very excited, it doesn't really mean much to me...I'm not sure why, I guess because I'm under the constant ridicule from people (and myself) that I don't go to a "real" college, because I've never left home, because its only an associates, and never along the line did I think it got really really hard. College has almost seemed easier to me than High School (minus the fact that I have to do everything on my own motivation, and that motivation fails me half the time). I just look at some of my friends who are at JMU or VCU and doing so well, or my brother who has gone through hundreds of flaming hoops to finally get to graduate within 4 years. I just don't feel like I've actually accomplished anything. I've started to wonder, if I'm not able to get the Bachelor's, will I be able to get a decent job that I enjoy with only an associates? Am I talented enough?....I'm not sure I am.

ok...I've realized I'm ranting now...I need to shut up and just put my nose to the grindstone.