My words don't come out right, so tonight music will be my voice.
"I know you're gone,
I know you're leaving me
behind your dreams,
behind your prayers."
"I'm on my own now
What do I see,
what do I feel,
what do I love?"
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"Tear out your hair
if you can't bear any more
It's the same as yesterday
It stays around,
locks the door
See, now here is the fear
that you live with every year
And you wonder if you'll make it out alive"
"Take a minute to reflect in your own way
Take your time and connect in your own way"
"And even though you get along somehow
You're messing up now in your own way, baby"
"You were told not to relate
Or reveal the feelings that could only more complicate
You turned to stone just to feel
Somehow permanent & real
And you hate all those who’d ever dare remind"
"and when I fall down on my face am I home?"
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"I don't care about these permanencies
When you wannna stop, just go"
"I wanna go mad for a minute
I just wanna be in it"
"Cause I don't wanna be black,
don't wanna be white
Don't wanna be obvious
Making you a promise that I'll go out swinging"
"And even when the complications settle in
And even when I try to put it in its place
And even when the glue around me doesn't stick
And all the walls around me crumble brick by brick"
"And I wanna go mad, I wanna go mad
I wanna go mad for a minute
I just wanna be in it, I do"
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"Unravel me
a distant cord
on the outside is forgotten
a constant need"
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"Though i've tried,
i've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up"
"We believe that we can change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste
of losing everything i've held so dear"
"Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I've lost to those i thought were friends
To everyone i know"
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