Breathe...

"'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe..."

I know these words, front to back, inside and out...and yet, they still catch me off guard and smack reality in my face. So I knew that peace wasn't going to last long...and it didn't. I am now trying to get rid of the horrible damage I have done to my room over the last 3-4 months in about 2-3 days inbetween working and getting ready for school and seeing some of my friends for the last time in probly 5 months. I am also on a very very tight spending limit, which isn't very nice when I have to buy all of my textbooks within the week which is going to be about $500. And to top it all off the dryer has just decided that it is going to die when I have one load of wet laundry in it and another in the washer machine, so I just hung up 2 full wet loads of laundry to dry.
I know I'm complaining and I shouldn't, I should just shut up and deal with it...
so I'm breathing... or atleast trying to.