Peace

I don't really know how to describe how I have been feeling lately. Not melencholy. Not necessarily full of joy. Not very stressed. Maybe...just maybe I am tasting a bit of peace. Very very seldom in my life have I experienced peace so, I have a hard time realizing what this feeling is.
I have never really looked for peace, I've always just been content with what I have when ever I have it, not really giving a crap about "true joy and purpose" for my life which is what all the leaders of my church try to get us youngen's to accept. Its not that I don't want peace...God no that's not it...I have always just looked at life in the perspective that life is hard and there are very few times in life where things are just peachy and good and that there are hardly any complaints. Life sucks sometimes, for about 75% of the population (my estimation) life sucks most of the time, so I just accepted suckiness.
Well, these past 2 weeks or so have been not sucky...not stressful, not crazy busy, but...peaceful. I got my laptop, went on my missions trip (which was great), I am completly registered and paid for for my first year of college, and I have just started a six week workout plan and I am doing well and staying motivated. So what is there to worry about? Maybe the fact that I'm trying to find things that I cant complain about.
I know, I know, stop fretting and just soak it up while you can, right?...Trying. Just an odd thing for me to do. I know this won't last long, so hopefully I can let is sink into my skin and just be.