I wish I could just fast forward to about 2 1/2 days from now so that I was just at the beach with my family, soaking up the sun and not having a care in the world about anything...about jobs, about school, about how I am going to beable to afford gas next month with barely any income...about cleaning, about John who is moving to Georgia and I probably won't see him untill next summer...about boys, the lack there off, whether or not I care about that...about everything. But, sadly...I can't. I have to sit out tomarrow, the day after, and the next morning before I can even start all of that forgetting.
I am mostly packed, and my room (which was supposed to be 100% clean before I left for the beach) is now even more of a mess than it was before I did laundry and packed. I still have to go to old navy and (hopefully) get 2 pair of jeans, because I currently only have one pair that you can't see my ass in. How I am supposed to easily afford that...not sure. I have to go buy all of my school books tomarrow, which is going to be about $500. How I am supposed to afford that at all...not sure. Currently, as I look at it, after books, gas for the trip and back, and clothing for school, I will be left with about $140 to my name. And I am supposed to be getting my tattoo within the month, which is going to cost about $150.
*Sigh*
And so, I am left wishing that it were 2 1/2 days from now so that I can stop caring about all of this for about 6 or so days.
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Seriously! I want to be there and sit and soak the sun, sand & waves and read and nap and not worry about my life too! Ya know the more bills to pay on less income the impending school for kids, small group meetings, church building meetings, work, cleaning, etc...
Sand, sun, family, waves...
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